Fearne Cotton wants to be like Holly Willoughby.
The former BBC Radio 1 DJ - who is expecting her second child with husband Jesse Wood - says it is her "aim in life" to be like her best pal.
She said: "My aim in life is to be grown up like Holly. I go round there and her house is so perfect and she's so together and I go home and I think I live in a s**t hole."
And the 33-year-old television personality also admitted she found it hard coming off maternity leave after giving birth to two-year-old son Rex.
She added to Red magazine: "I still find it hard. I don't know any working mum who says, 'I'm 100% happy leaving my kid.' That's why you talk to other friends who work and have kids, because they completely get it and give you an honest insight into their own personal turmoil.
"We're really lucky in this day and age, that women can go out and work, but with that comes this new generation problem. We still want to be the best mum we can and how on earth do we do that? You end up putting pressure on yourself."